Had a pretty good day today. We all went out shopping today to use our gift cards for World Market and for Target. I had to buy Lucy's wine again. Less than 3 months and she'll be able to buy her own stuff lol. We also went to Moe's for lunch today which was pretty good. Rented movies after that and came home. It was a nice evening. Had steak for dinner and then watched movies after that....
I miss Kienan. It's been so weird since new years. Not between me and him. Just me. Everyone proposed to their girlfriends on New Years Eve. I wasn't there to see Donna propose to Meagan, which sucks. It was nice to see but him and I kind of sat there and he apologized for not proposing to me. We've only been dating 13 months so it would be too early. Our parents would kill us. And we aren't even out of school yet. I dunno. I don't know what my problem is. I hate it when break comes around cause I miss him more and more. I think my biggest problem is that I really do wanna marry him and yet we can't right now. It's right there and I wanna grab at it but if we did we'd be stupid. We don't have jobs, a place to live, nothing. We don't even have degrees yet. It's just really hard and it gets harder during the break. I'm doing a little better but at the same time I've been having a rough time since New Years.
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