So last night was almost a disaster. I knew that shit was gonna happen. I called it the moment he told me there wasn't gonna be anymore trouble. I'm not stupid. I know how girls play that game. I see it way too many times. I'm sorry but I really don't like her. She has caused nothing but trouble for him, treats him like shit and acts like she's the girlfriend in the relationship. I'm sorry but umm, last time I checked, I was the one that's been dating him for two years. Yes it may not be me that's getting hurt but it's me who's the one that will sometimes calm him down if she's done something wrong again. It's me who has to hear the phone ring in the middle of the night because someone thinks that everyone should be up at the same hours she is. I don't like it and I don't like the problems it causes. I'm not trying to tell him what to do or saying that what he did was stupid but I think he gives in too easily to what she wants. I know you want to explain yourself but by doing that you create the attention for her. Who cares what she thinks you were doing? She doesn't deserve the explanation....Ok there. I've said my peace and I'm done.
Today's my last day here in South Carolina. Not sure what's going on today but I think Dad is out doing something to our car. Hmm. I'll probably go check on him a little later. It's been nice here. I do miss Mom. I don't miss home though. I'm gonna try really hard to just go about my life and ignore the things that are said to me that make me mad. I know it won't stop once I come home so I just have to deal with it. I have bigger things to concentrate on. I need to get everything together for school, and for the fraternity. This is gonna be a busy semester I can already tell.
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